My Best Valentine Gifts

After so many times, scaning, editing and composing, now I have compile Benji's Photo from 4 months old to old age. He had taught me to live life to fullness, always happy and enjoys every moments. He had taught me unconditional love and so much. He will always live in my heart and I will always love Benji.




If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane.
I would walk right up to heaven,
To bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness,
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.

You and angels around Gods happy throne.
I would have held you closer if I had known

~Unknown Author

Benji, we miss you

After your loss,
I felt unsafe and unstable.I am in the midst of rapid transition from being blessed with the steadfastness of your love to tossing about on a roiling, uncertain sea.

I often miss your physcial presence. I yearn for the stability of being greeted by you when I come home. In the morning, I often get up missing you greet me at my bedside. I felt so empty that without you begging for foods when I am eating. I weep when neighbours ask about you when I go to walk with Happi without you. You are so sweet and loving, do you know many neighbours also weeping when they heard about your loss. They remember you a sweet, obedient and handsome dog.

I wonder how to make it through another day without you.Benji , I love you.


When I grew frail and weak
And pain prevented my peaceful sleep,
Then you have done what must be done
As this last battle could not be won

You are sad, I understand.
Selfishness stayed your hand.
But on that day, more than the rest,
Your love and friendship took the test.

We have had so many happy years
That what has come could hold no fears.
You did not want me to suffer, so,
When the time came, you let me go.

You took me where my needs were tended.
And you stayed with me until the end.
You held me firm and spoke to me.
Until my eyes could no longer see.

I know, in time, you too will see it is kindness that you done for me.
Although my mighty pff pff pff are now silent and my eyes cannot longer see,
From pain and suffering you saved me and now I can sleep peacefully.

Do not grieve it should be you who must decide this thing to do.
We have been so close, us fourteen years...
Don't let your heart hold any tears.

Author Unknown.